8/26/2009

Wow has time rushed by! We spent the past few weeks visiting churches and meeting with pastors to try and find a place to plug in. Once you've been in a leadership role it's difficult to just be that family who attends. However, God -- as He always seems to do -- gave me great peace in this. Really this is a time for me to focus on Him and on my family. In all this we were able to find a local church with a very like-minded vision. It feels good to be able to sit back and listen to a great message and not have the stress that a leader carries. I am getting a little squirmy though... I really want to plug back in - but this time I want to preach. I have begun to stock pile message ideas in my journal. I can't wait for a chance to put those ideas into message form. God is good.

On the flip side I have begun to get a little frustrated... I mean what's the deal with all the people around us falling into financial blessing while my family and I continue living this humble life on less than $40K a year? I have applied and interviewed for roles and positions all over the place -- no bites. All I know is somethings gotta give soon or we're gonna be living like the Amish. Lol!! No, really...

Regardless of the money situation, I am still overwhelmed at the blessings that God has pressed upon us. I just pray that one day I can have more in order to give more... Claiming it in His Name!!!

That's all for now - Gotta big travel day tomorrow for work.

In His Grip,
Josh